Truth

it’s time to tell the truth
the deepest part inside my heart
don’t even need to proove
that it’s cover so hard

nothing i want to reach for
just to let you know
don’t bother to open your door
don’t even have to show

speechless, used to be
glad now for being free
hopeless, still it will be
that’s just my destiny

Jatinangor, 2002

It’s All Over

it’s all over, yes i’m torn
dreams and hopes are all gone
now here i stand in my life’s reborn
try to pretend my ligth’s still on

still you never wanna know
this pure feeling si shine and glow
what should i do to let it shows
that i’m true and love you so

forever more here i vow
no matter where the wind will blow
no matter days with sun or snow
my love for you would never go

so please believe me when i said
though my body shall be dead
my herat and soul never regret
coz this love story would never fade

Jatinangor, 2002

If

if it is true
love made people blind
could it be blue
if it covers your clear mind

coz if it’s too much
you’re goin’insane
you can’t be touched
never want to understand

if it was destiny
for loving you
could it be The Lord of Eternity
i’ve choosen to be

and if it is so cruel
then forgive me
still the rule
must obeyed to be

Jatinangor, 2002

Hurts

it hurts to find out
things didn’t work it out
when the one you adore
do nothing but ignore
how i try…
to make you understand
what trouble in my mind
how i cry…
to make this decision
but no other way to find
can you see…
how torn i could be
without you needing me
though i sailed away
my love for you will stay
no matter what come may
someday, maybe…
you’ll believe in me
then i’ll find my peace
in this hearted freeze
Jatinangor, 2001

I Hate You So

i hate you so now
don’t you know
i can’t tell you how
this feeling grow

all i know that
you’re the one i hate
though in time before
you’re the one i adore

my hate for you very thick
well, that’s the fact
you really make me sick
with all your acts

that’s alrigth boy
still i find my joy
my life ain’t a bore
though you’re still ignore

Jatinangor, 2001

…Though…

my love is not to have
surely i keep it safe
i admit i’m not so brave
though i stand in my heart’s grave

this feeling is not to be true
only a fantasy in my fairy story
i can’t make it real to be
though you’re hopping it to be

cares not always to show
but i’ll let you know
still i’ve let you go
though it will hurt me so

Jatinangor,  2001